Wonderings of a Beloved

I lay with eyes wide open I'm gazing at the stars Like a thousand brilliant diamonds Skillfully placed above us My mind is overwhelmed with beauty As I hide in the stillness of the night The darkness and the silence, Both so easily shattered by a light, Become a place of refuge There's beauty all around me and Sometimes it's hard to see That the hand that formed creation Also created me What am I compared to stars? To the oceans vast with life? My intentions aren't always pure My thoughts easily lead astray My heart is bruised and feet are bloody Because I try to run away I stumble and I weep I fall Oh how easily I fall And still you pick me up,  and make me new Ever singing "I love you." I'm astounded by your mercy Ever hungry for your grace Your love is overwhelming And in fear I hide my face You've captured my attentions and You're here to woo my damaged heart These things I don't deserve, Yet faithfully you give I try to run away  and like a child I get lost I forsake the one who gave me his life and still he draws me near So I will sing of this love I'm learning Please, give me ears to hear.